A fines de 1998 conocí
un hombre maravilloso, sin cuyo recuerdo no hubiera podido sobrellevar momentos
muy difíciles. En los meses posteriores
lo busqué y recordé. Fue en esos meses
que le escribí estos versos:
In the middle of the night, raising
like a shadow are your memories...
Passing through my soul and
getting into the dark and light Faces of my moon.
Like ghosts I try to hold them, slipping
in my hands and my brain. I only
find
spare flashes of light in a dark room.
Twists of light that shine in my brain.
Moulding my thoughts
and filtering the lights of my day, I find
that little bit of you that you left inside me...
1998
All in a sudden matter
Life became bright and
Ectasy did not make its own way
Xposé, touché et laissé
Sweet dreams, bitter memories
More could be left than that
I find myself thinking of
Time passes by, no stop
Hard times
Being two instead of one
Yet hard to accept
Earth goes round and round
!
1998 or early 1999
This was supposed to say ...
How could I survive?
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN
How could I survive 5 months without you?
Just living everyday
How could I see the sky and the stars without you?
Just thinking that you flew in that sky
How could I take a look at the beach without you?
Knowing that you are somewhere in the sea
How could I survive without seeing your eyes?
Saw them guiding me in the light of the day
How could I survive without your touch?
Took into my heart and memories your smell and your touch
How could I survive without you in muddy land?
Got in my heart the hope of seeing you again
How could I survive without you, not seeing you, your
face, your eyes and your smile?
Took you in my heart, stayed with me deep in
my heart and guided me through day and night.
How did I survive? You stayed
with me...
March, 1999
Have you ever thought that the wind touches your
heart?
Have your ever thought that the sea holds your dreams
Have you ever seen the flowers bloom for you?
Can there be on earth something as beautiful as
your eyes?
Is there something as gratifying as
the smile in your face?
Please send me a fax with the answer...
I like you!!!
March, 1999
Can I say I am sorry without being nasty
Can I say I am sorry for not knowing what
was being loved until you found me.
Can I say I am sorry for not knowing what
being loved was until you came
Can I say I am sorry for not knowing what
being loved was until you came
Can I say I am sorry for not knowing what
...............
One night I prayed for the perfect man
One day the man came. He talked
to
me in a language I could understand
He took me into his world and I was happy
there. I was scared of Mr. Right
He stayed there for me and did not
understand. And he left.
and I cried. And I cried.
And begged him to talk again to me
And then I understood that he was there
for me and now he was gone.
And I cried, And I cried.
And one day I woke up and was happy
again to have met him.
......................
I am sorry for not knowing
As there is one part of me that belongs to you
no matter how far you are; it will always be
yours
You came with the light, in the day
March, 1999
I still find my mind reaching for you
I wish memories could be erased,
I wish mistakes could be undone,
I wish life could be lived once again...
Alas... time has passed by,
Memories remain,
Mistakes force me to learn,
And life goes on...
Only a warm embrace, and a sweet kiss could make time stop.
April, 1999
Hold me once again in your arms....
Let me feel again your sweet kisses.
Wish I could look into your eyes again,
Wish I could see your smile again....
Oh.... but I can still dream about you every night....
A few moments can change a lifetime
And a life cannot change some moments
At last everything goes its way...
And everything that went on a wrong track,
Thaught more than a lifetime of experience
Bye!
April, 1999